It's been awhile

Wow the last time I posted was October of 2008 lol. I am now the proud mommy of 2 boys. Collin is 7 now and Tobias just turned 1. Time really flys.

Collin is going to be spending the summer with my aunt and previously I guess it didn't sink completely in, but now that he is leaving in a month I dont think I am ok with it. Granted he drives me batty sometimes and he knows how to push every button Harry has but I dont think I am ok with him being gone the whole summer. I guess I can drive down and pick him up whenever I want. My aunt already bought the train tickets so he has to go for at least a few days. I gues we will just wait and see how it goes. I know he will have a lot more fun with my aunt than home with me and Tobias. And this way for the summer both kids can get individual attention.

Tobias is trying to walk now. It is funny because he was such a late crawler and went from one thing to another very quickly. He also says a lot of different words and when he isn't cranky is one of the most happy, energetic, funny baby you will ever meet. He loves to play with his daddy and his brother which is so much different than Collin at this age. Collin wouldn't play with anyone.

I am so happy with both my boys. But sometimes that stupid baby fever sneaks up on me. I still feel envious of this women and girls who can just get pregnant whenever they want to. Not that I want another baby right now, but it would be nice to know it wouldnt take another 3.5 years to do it. And then I have all these stupid people that keep telling me I need to have a little girl and asking when we are having more. It annoys me because we are extrememly lucky to have any at all considering our fertility status and the odds of it happening again are seriously slim to none.

I guess that is all for today. I am going to attempt to keep this up lol.

Mother F'ers!!!

So as of right now the zofran hasn't happened. I have called the dr's office 3 times in 3 days. They sent the pre-autorization. The pharmacy tried to run the script and it was denied. So I call my prescription carrier and they tell me my insurance denied the claim. So i proceed by calling my insurance who says they never got any such claim. I am so ready to pull my hair out. So i called the dr's office AGAIN and gave them the fax number Oxford gave me. Then the nurse called me back and she said she faxed it to them and that hopefully by Monday I will know something. Oh and that next time i should make sure it is a script for 36 pills at least so I don't run out after 2 weeks. this shit is so ridiculous. My only lifesaver is that I have some reglan that I can take until I get more zofran. The relgan doesn't work as well though :(

this shouldnt bother me

Since I have gotten pregnant there has been something wrong with Harry constantly. Like he is trying to steal my thunder or something. First he was nauseous all the time. Now it is his stupid tooth. I know he didnt break his tooth on purpose, but it's like I cant have a day where I feel sick and he doesnt. He is getting it pulled on the 17th. That was the earliest they could do it because he needs to be sedated since the novicaine couldnt numb it. I know he is going to be a huge baby about the whole thing. And of course he made the appointment for 3 pm so I dont know what I am doing with Collin. I think I am going to have to call my neighbor and see if she will send her daughter to come get Collin. I hate doing that though. I always hate asking for favors. I am probably just being a hormonal bitch though. And I do feel bad for him. I know he's in a lot of pain, but he could have had this tooth pulled months ago.

oh thank god

I have 3 zofran pills left. I asked my mom to check if I could fill the script yesterday. According to the pharmacy it couldnt be filled until October 13th!!!! When I asked her to check I still had 5 pills. So I started freaking out. I didnt take one this morning and I have felt horrible all morning. I spoke to my mom a few minutes ago and she said that as long as the dr authorizes it the insurance will cover it to fill it. If not I was already planning on paying for it without in the insurance. The generic is around $70. I am most definetly willing to pay $70 to not be puking 24/7. I am hoping the dr will authorize it though. I really dont want to feel like what I did before. I couldnt function and I have a 5 year old so I need to function.